Falling behind...

I'm tapering off again--no good! I didn't run at all the week of my 5k, except for the race. I don't think I ran last week either. And now I didn't go tonight. NO GOOD. And I haven't done any pushups or really much of anything in about a week. Ack. I need someone to push me to keep me at it...and instead what I need to be doing is pushing myself on my own. I have to wonder if I'm ever going to have the kind of self-discipline I want.